Let's begin with saying that I knwo how blondes must feel most of the time... I've been feeling "airheaded" whole day and I have absolutely no clue why. But then to topic it self.
I got bit sad again for my self, I saw one friend of mine being really happy for reaching certain point in game, point that I thougth as just another stepping stone for success, point that didn't really matter for me as it is only small part that aids me in future. This has happened to me before in game, people being genuinely happy about reaching something I would think inferior, why I can't feel that joy anymore? Have I become too competitive? Have I forgot how to have fun while gaming? No I havn't, but then again I usually play in different level and I don't have too many friends who does. I wonder if they too feel this way every once in a while.
And don't get me wrong, I am happy for em for their achievements. Somtimes I may give nasty comments unintentionally, sometimes I do it on purpose. But often they make me think "why I just can't be happy about little things in games too as I do in life".
So how I like to live? Even when I don't have problems with money I prefer to live really simple life, I don't need luxury around me (except my computer and tv (tv is for XBox360 (xb360 is for development))). I have my foldable sofa that works as bed same time, I have my computer desk and I have my chair, then I have my bookcase... It's HUGE. That's quite much what I am not in games, don't you think?
RetroGen - Over and out
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